Monday, June 9, 2008
The Fantasy world -- it was a serious problem
Its been a crazy 20 years for me. --- i am 20 yrs old. Since I was a child around 5 yrs old I've been dealing with a crazy problem called Masturbation or MB. I was running crazy from priest to priest trying to somehow get over it. It was like when i went to sleep a new world opened up to me full of romance and of many -- many crazy pictures of women and young girls. That's when the orgasm started and i found a strange but guilty pleasure. It was crazy i knew it was wrong and during the day time i never felt it and in fact even if i looked at friend ( who is a girl ) i never felt the hormone rush. The reason as i later came to know was that in reality things are more ugly than they appear and that in my night dreams a crazy world opened up which showed things that no real women could ever have. It was crazy, for years Pastors and counsellors have been praying for me and claiming i 'm healed or that i was demon possed and now im delivered but the truth of things is nothing happened. Perhaps there was a gap of few days after the prayer but it started again. It was a later I was reading an article on MB that I discovered that passion was burning in me and i was burning to have sex and because i was too young and could go into it, my mind began to create a whole new crazy world of its own and released the pleasure through MB. I later also discovered that this fantasy world of romance and false sex was actually what the Bible described as a "stronghold of satan" according to II Corinthians. That night I was so upset that in my anger I began to pray and literally pull down that fantasy world and began asking God to destroy it and kill every woman and girl in it. Then I saw in a vision angels pulling down a city and destroying it! When I went to sleep that night, nothing appeared again! I was free! I was no longer MB'ing! I know so many of us are suffering from this problem and my small experiance will help you. Just belive in Jesus and tear down that imaginary world of fantasy and romance in your head through Warfare Prayer! God Bless, will write more on this topic.
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